We lie Awake

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 01:33:04 GMT

It's been a loooong time since I last updated. Well first and formost I'm getting married!!! Dec. 17th! I'm soo excited and stress out like crazy because I only have less than 2 months 2 plan it but both ours familes are helping. Kevin is coming very very soon! I'm excited about that. I've been extrememly busy with work and school and planning but I love it!

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 18:00:11 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND MY LOVE KEVIN!! WHOOO! Had the best night last night. . went to a party and just danced the whole night away! So much fun!

♥ ♥ ♥

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 17:46:40 GMT

Wouldn't It Be Nice- The Beach Boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night baby
Sleep tight baby

Good night baby
Sleep tight baby

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 19:53:21 GMT

I have time so I decided to update (yay) my Mom had appendicitis and had to be taken to the hospital last wednesday. She's fine and shes at home. July 4th the whole family is suppose to go to Ensenada (Near Tiajuna). My uncles friend lent him the house he has over there. So yay! We went there a couple of years ago it's a really nice house but it's built upside down when you first walk in the bedrooms are right there then you up the stairs and theres the kitchen, living room and bar.It's weird but insted of a backyard you have a private beach! It's cool. Right now I'm in a fight with Kevin. Sometimes it's all too much. I love the boy to death but I think hes mad at the wrong person or persons to be exact. I hope things will be better today. I'm really looking forward to the trip though because my cuz Denise is going and we usually have tons of fun! Yay!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:30:10 GMT

Well Kevin is gone back to Hawaii .. Getting to see him everyday for 30 days was soooo great. Now life goes on and I have to get a move on life. . . I really want to move out of my parents house but not only that but move to a different state just to experience life. well hope fully I can achieve that soon. .

Wed, 25 May 2005 06:07:56 GMT

Well lets see.. . right now Kevin is sitting in my living room playing Medal of Honor: Frontline I like moments like this where even though we're not saying much to each other just knowing that hes safe and near me is the best. Its been so awesome having him home it's great. Hes almost the same guy that left of course I expected some change but it's not too bad. He bought me the Bloc Party CD today he knew I wanted it so yeah he got it which was nice. Life if good no, not good but great!

Thu, 12 May 2005 20:58:27 GMT

This week is weird.. . . I dunno I haven't talked to kevin that much but I'm trying to be understanding because he wants to be with his friends. His "other" girlfriend ( his best friend Hansel) is back in Hawaii with him.So I know that they want to celebrate coming home to thats why I'm not saying that much. I talk to Kevin's mom she sounded super excited to have him home and so am I! My Dads birthday party is this Saturday so I'll have about 20 drunk relatives to laugh at. It's going to be fun fun!. I really want to see House of Wax.I wonder is its good.

Fri, 06 May 2005 23:37:57 GMT

Saw the O.C. yesterday it was super good! Loved it! Yesterday the people that live in the back got into a screaming fight . I heard like loud pounding it was scary. It was raining hard the the thunder was loooud! Then suddenly the lights went out so yeah no more T.V. Kevin had 24 hour duty yesterday so we just kept texting each other. He sent me a pic of him in his cammies yum! So he'll be here soon and I can finally make out with someone haha. Right now theres a car chase going on .. so stupid. Oh I almost for my Dad found out today that he won a trip for 2 to Jamaica!! He entered this contest for Univision a T.V. station for Mothers Day and he won. So my Mom and Dad are thinking of going in August for their 26th year wedding annivesary. So lucky them I think we get a dishwasher too, which will rule since I'm the only who washes dishes. I want to go to the Weenie Roast! Interpol, The Bravery, Mars Volta so it sounds like a good good concert. Yup well. ..

♥

Thu, 05 May 2005 20:13:56 GMT

Well It's been a while since I last updated but I've been getting ready for Kevin's homecoming. Yesterday my cousin and I went to Michaels to try to find ideas for mothers day present both of us are strapped for cash so we decided that making something might be cheaper it turned out it was we bought like a fish bowl, seashells, and a candle. We told my little cousin to go to the park to get sand (we were wondering if it was illegal) so yeah its going to be good also we went to Target to get a mothers day card and a poster board. We did a homecoming sign for Kevin! Today I'm so looking forward to 2 hours of the O.C. tonight! Kevin got drunk on Tuesday and he was talking all these sweet things to me. It's funny hes a super nice drunk. My Dads 50th birthday party is next Saturday the same day as Kevin coming home party but I already plan out how I'm going to do it to be at both. My Dad is running around trying to finish the bar in the backyard yes I have a very loud and very drunk family. I have a idea why. My family like my aunts and uncle all work and when we get together we all blow off some steam. I already have my dress and heels. My cousin is going to blow dry my hair. So I think I'm pretty ready!

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 03:10:49 GMT

Being at home is booooring. Kevin is out with his friends so I won't get to talk to him today cause hes out with the guys thier celebrateing something about the battalion being there?? I dunno he was drunk. It seems that hes been drinking a lot more since he got back and frankly I'm getting worried. I know he wants to hang with his friends a drink but geez it's getting to be too much. Hmmmm .. . .

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 05:45:36 GMT

Loong time no update like in hour and a half it'll be my my 2 year 1 month anniversary. It's funny that most of anniversaries even the "big" ones have be spent alone. It's cool anyways Kevin should be here in less that a month and who knows maybe I might become a wifey?!? bumm bumm bummmmm!!!!!! Things with Kevin are really awesome. Both of us are communicating beautifully. I went to school today they have a new systems so I have to wait longer to get a class. Been hanging out with my dearest cousin Denise. I love that girl! so I'm sleepy so nite!

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:22:56 GMT

Got back from florida yesterday. . it was pretty fun we walked a lot the Magic Kingdom is HUGH! Got a really good tan. Florida is nice no smog and beautiful weather but I was really glad to be home. Yesterday I saw Hansel after like 10 months (hes Kevin's best friend) He showed me where he broke his nose (poor kid) Kevin is now in Hawaii!! He has a cell phone so I can call him whenever which is great! Just counting the days till hes here (32 days)! I don't have a job which sucks so I'm went job hunting today filed out some applications so hopefully something comes up soon.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 15:17:43 GMT

Well Kevin called! Yesterday about 11 a.m. he was telling me about Thailand. He spent it drunk. . . haha but he said he had fun. He bought me a pair of white gold earrings so I was excited! Friday I went to a party with Denise, Ingrid, and everyone else was there. It was ok. Saturday it was my sisters First Communion and Confirmation. We spent 3 hours in church. . we kept having to sit down and stand up. Sunday I spent cleaning and talking to Kevin! (well really it was only like 20 mins) Oh wait I got new shoes. So yeah next week is florida and when I get back Kevin will be here! So yes!

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 17:21:59 GMT

So yeah just been hanging out at home. I watch I <3 Huckabees it was funny. 9 more days till Florida I can't wait! I haven't talk to Kevin for a week and day. . Boo. . So yeah it sucks ass but well what can I do? I went to go take the math assessment test haha I suck so bad. . I got basic math cause I'm a dumbass. I always score higher in Reading and English but Math is my downfall. . Oh well. It sucks not knowing how your fiance is doing. .. or where he even is I have a clue but of course for security reasons I won't say. He got his leave orders already so hopefully that won't change. . . Damn it's been toooo long since I've seen my boy . . So next Saturday I'm gonna go get a manicue pedicure and my eyebrows threaded. Then I'll be ready for Florida and Walt Disney World!!!! ( I'm such a kid!) Hopefully I get to talk to Kevin on the weekend. . Hope everyone is good! Peace

I'm no good cause I'm so hood

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 15:13:48 GMT

Today is Kevin and I 2 year anniversary. . I dunno I'm happy about it but of course it would be better if he was here. Hopefully he gets to call.. .

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 19:44:56 GMT

Kevin is coming home early!! fuck yes! I'm really deliriously happy!

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 15:40:33 GMT

Lets see Friday, I went to go eat with Denise (my cousin) at Acapulco's we called David to join us he came we ate David ate a supper big burrito, then we went to the movies we had to wait for my friend Luis who had just got off a plane from Connecticut. Went home fell asleep. Woke up Saturday went to my little sisters dance competition. They won first place for hip-hop which was awesome. Came home sat around began to watch Season 1 of The O.C. at 12:15 my phone starts to ring. . the call I.D. said Withheld. So I answer and its Kevin! He said he was bored out of his mind on ship.. then he said he sent me something for our anniversary. So yay! then he tells me he's suppose to come home early!! Then he said he'll be in California for a couple months helping with some stuff at Camp Pendelton!! I was so happy I still am!! His whole platoon is coming so I'm sure his friends will come home with him on the weekends to hang out and get to know Kevin's Bell Gardens friends. So yeah I went to IKEA it was fun! so yeah bye.

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 22:57:18 GMT

Bright Eyes- First Day of My life

This is the first day of my life 
I swear I was born right in the door way 
I went out in the rain 
Suddenly everything changed they're spreading 
blankets on the beach 
Yours is the first face that I saw 
I think I was blind before I met you 
I don't know where I am 
I don't know where I've been 
But I know where I want to go 
So I thought I'd let you know 
These things take forever, I especially am slow 
But I realized how I need you 
And I wondered if I could come home 
I remember the time you drove all night 
Just to meet me in the morning 
Yeah I thought it was strange 
You said everything changed 
You felt as if you just woke up 
And you said, "This is the first day of my life." 
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you 
Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you 
And I'd probably be happy 
So if you want to be with me 
With these things there's no telling 
we'll just have to wait and see 
But I'd rather be working for a pay check 
Than waiting to win the lottery 
Besides, maybe this time it's different 
I mean, I really think you like me

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 16:11:19 GMT

I'M GOING TO FLORIDA!! Yeah!!! My Dad booked the flight and hotel yesterday!! We're staying in Orlando I guess cause my little sister is with us so my Dad and Mom wanted to get a hotel near Disney World. I'll be leaving the first week in April only a month away. Now I have to begin shopping. Mall here I come! I'm excited! Nothing much happened my sister had her big ass party at our house. Everyone got drunk including my best friend David it was funny. The cops came and stopped the party. The cop I swear you not looked exactly like Kevin it was creepy. Everyone agreed. I wanted to take a pic with my camera phone but he looked mad. Sunday I went to church. Tuesday I went to the mall with my wonderful cousin Denise. We bought a birthday present for my friend David. I bought the first Interpol CD and my cousin bought a Bright Eyes CD. Yesterday did nothing I think I'm getting sick so I'm taking it easy. Yup thats my life!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 15:08:52 GMT

Lets see. . I forgot to mention Friday I went to go see Interpol at the Grand Olympic Auditorium. They were soooo awesome! They're an awesome band live. I went with my cousin. Kevin bought the tickets which was cool. They had a band before them called Blonde Redhead. They were ok. So yeah My sister had to cancel her b-day party cause of the rain so shes going to have it this saturday. I <3 Huckabees came out this week have to go buy that! ok

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 16:46:50 GMT

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KEVIN! I LOVE YOU!! CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOME!!!

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 22:35:11 GMT

Well lets see.. . Drank on Saturday at Ingrids house with David much fun. Then Frank, Matt, and Erik came and they decided they were hungry so we left Ingrids. David, Me, Ingrid in my car. Matt, Frank and Erik in Frank's car. We were racing it was fun fun. We beat them. fuckyes. Went outside with to smoke with Ingrid. Went back to Ingrid's house the boys (except for David) left, we were watching TV it was lame. . so I left. the end

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 20:57:58 GMT

Well my Valentines Day wasn't so bad. Kevin called to say Happy Valentines day and Happy 1 year of being enaged which was cool. I might be going to florida with my parents in April so thats awesome. Went to school got a lot of information and I'm kinda getting excited to start! I was dead tired by the time I got home I wanted to sleep forever but I had to eat dinner first haha. . . so that it pretty much it.. . I hope everyone day is going good. . I 'm out.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 15:43:38 GMT

Valentines Day. . Ugh. . . It'll just be a regular day to me! Anyways going to see Interpol on Friday so I'm excited about that!! I bought some sunglasses they're awesome. Went to eat at Claim Jumpers with Denise, David and Frank so yeah thats it!

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 22:34:58 GMT

Kevin called me just a little bit ago.. . I'm so happy. . today is a good day. He said he going to get another tattoo, well all of his friends are going to get one in memory of all the Marine Brothers they lost. . . so yeah. He said he's good. . I asked him "Your not crazy are you?" Hes like "Umm I don't think so" it was funny.. .well at least to us. Saturday I'm going to help Kevin's Mom with the backyard because shes going to have a party for Kevin and his friends when they come back so she wants the yard to be pretty when he comes back. Then I'm going to have a party when he comes back but this party is going to be very loud and contain very drunk people. Fuuuck yeah! I can't wait! ok yeah